on leave till this coming sunday.
have been missing out a lot in life.

i dont feel like myself anymore.

now is another 3 months of trainee life.
but with different bunch of people.
im already resigned to this 'suay' fate of mine in army.
got to accept it with a positive mindset =)
so i guess its not suay.

still hope to have better life after these 3 months.
the fucked up part is all the army fun buddies have different postings.
man... guess we need to get a new raping target in future. =/

i miss all the spicy, sour, cold stuffs...
but now my stomach is failing me...

its halloween night !
and to think i came home earlier from dbl o.
severe gastric pain !
been going on for days and the medication isnt helping.
z.. totally ruined the night and a rare bookout.

but, i bought myself LG crystal phone !
chio right haha...
alright juz trying to put an entry into here...
im shagged and in pain. BYE

shagged.......
less sleep. less sleep and lesser sleep.
more work. more work and more more work.
responsibility is abit too heavy of a word.

where is my PINK IC?
where is my PINK IC?
where is my PINK IC?
where is my PINK IC?
where is my PINK IC?
where is my PINK IC?
where is my PINK IC?
where is my PINK IC?

i wonder when i will get to use my long forsaken hair wax =(
its insulting to be a botak. feels just like a recruit ! lol

rebel with the guys last night... basically i only can have 1 or maximum 2 activities during my book out which is super sadddd... =(
and next tues is my jungle life AGAIN... outfield !
we can curse and swear but we got to accept the fact that jungle is our second home.
we're soldiers !
why you sleep so song cuz we carry SAR21 and guard for you ! =D

hello !
my posting order is out~

and im posted toooo....
sispec ! specialist command school
actually im not really prepared to take the training there.
but since so many people have been able to make it.
i dont see a reason why i cant.
maybe when i cant, i will see the reasons why i cant HAHA.
must thanks those people who think that i can never make it to command school.
because of them i worked for what i want during my BMT =D

reporting on tues...
my sad life begins.. again =(

im missin' poly life.
missin' attachment days.

missin' every bits of those lives.
my passion has died down.


" training to be soldiers, fight for our land.
once in our lives, two years of our time.
have you ever wondered, why must we serve?
because we have no choice;
and we lan lan have to serve, have to serve... "

Many may have already seen this ad.
but still would like to post it because I find it very meaningful.

from the day we entered NS,
we were told to have an enjoyable and memorable BMT life.
how memorable it was for me.
chicken pox outbreak, no recruits evening.
no games day.
and worse, missed the defining moment of throwing my jockey cap during our Passing-out Parade.

fuck the person who passed the H1N1 virus to me.
if only such people can be more socially responsible and fucking isolate themselves at home.
after spending, or rather suffered for 3 months and not able to go for POP. thats shit.

090909
what a nice date to pass out, marking the end of recruits life.
looking at the pictures of the parade, of my section, of my platoon.
and I am just lying in hospital bed, on drips.
my only 10 days of bloc leave is ruined as well.
all my plans during this leave have to be cancelled and whats worse is $200+ throw into dustbin, not being able to go for a trip before reporting to new unit. fuck it.

- blogger is just having too many problems uploading pictures. and the problem is still not solved after such a long time. z
I have switched to tumblr. but will be updating both platforms though. since im SUPER FREE now.

www.thelabelofsuan.tumblr.com

3 more days to POP and we are so happy YAH !
a new phase will come in and its going to get worse only =(

had our section outing. baoky boss treated us way too much food.
still went mhd. sultan after that. vomitted. literally-
the seafood swam out z.

I can see exactly where I want to be.
But I just can't see how I will ever get there.

10 days of bloc leave from 10th - 20th september.
will be very very free ! =D
off to KL on 13th though... ask me out alrite
where have all the polymates run to
fking hell you boys turn to go in NS... call me LAOJIAO SOLDIER