have been running these 2 days.
i haven changed and i hate running as i used to.
but i hate losing even more.
thats the reason i have been running to prepare for the 21km marathon.
have planned 2 routes around yishun, each 5km and 6.71km. and will be planning longer ones.
im trying so hard to make myself like running. kaos.

yesterday went well and the timing is as lousy as usual.
but tonight one was err...
did i calculate the distance wrongly, or
did i run faster because there were girls on streets, or
did i really improve.
i will second reason 2 =x
how the hell did i improve more than 5 minutes, that is like 1 round around the battalion.
perhaps the trump garden is the psychological barrier.
focusing on running makes me skip training on chin-ups.
dropped by 1 just now.

looking back before i enlist, my fitness is like, a joke.
zero, ZERO chin-up. and i hate losing, hate to be laughed at.
and now i can do 11. i was stuck at the point 6 for very long. but after the latest ippt incident, i became so determined to prove the arrogant asses wrong that i just keep training till i hit 11.
have been running so much that we would clock at least 20km in camp each week. just cant imagine how i am going to survive all these runs till end of September.
tomorrow shall run 2.4km to test my timing and see if i really did improve.

i LOVE work-outs.
im lying through my teeth. -.-"