have decided to revive this space of mine and tumblr and whatsoever.
i guess they keep me occupied when im really dying of boredom.
the sad fact is i think i lost every single readers who used to enter this site like err.. 1 year ago?

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i think i give others an impression that i am... not serious in things i do.
the fact is i give my best in certain things that i want to achieve but just not in a very 'the-apprentice' way.
isnt it better to do something in a fun way and achieving the same objective.
while around me, i see people who love to act-one-seh. but i know i cant expect everyone to be the same because the world dont just revolves round one person. the world carries on, even without you and me. face it.
this week has been as per usual. but one thing that happened positively in camp may as well be the good work and effort put in by my platoon pioneers.
to be honest, i think its the first time i feel satisfied getting something done. i meant in-camp.
there are people who are trying to bring us down by sarcastic remarks and such are the people who think they are simply the best and the world cant do without them.


and now civilian problem, i need to get my professional indemnity insurance payment as an agent done. im seriously busy with stuffs and i cant understand why people are once again finding excuses to not get it done when they are absolutely free. i feel like just quitting this work cause i have no interest in it. and the lesson learnt here is - never do a job that doesnt interest you for the sake of friendship
treat it as an experience, (with money involved as well)
getting wasted.

i gave a miss to aloy's birthday too and im really feeling apologetic towards everyone of them.
cause im like informing them only at the very last minute, but im really tired from the NE NDP preview. so sorry! have 3 more shows to go and the actual parade will come in. after which, my saturdays will be all back =)